6/24/2005

Drowning in my thoughts

Ever since last night I've been thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking...I slowly found myself drowning in my thoughts...what will happen? Someone said something to me yesterday and it is just stuck in my head I want it to go away I dont want to think about it..but it's there constantly repeated over and over...I guess it's bothering me..or I think i just dont want to face it and from what was said its hitting me now...I guess every good thing in life has an ending...I don't want to face my ending..i'm scared to face my ending...cuz I know my ending will be death to me..I would probably die as a person..I know i wouldn't completly lose it all..but I know I will lose the most important part of it all..I've held back so many tears that now are just choking me up..sometimes its hard to breath sometimes it hard to smile..when certain thoughts come to mind..I guess nothing is as perfect as it seems..thats life...I guess we just have to try to be strong and make sure our wall of support is there before it starts to crumble...we just have to be ready to face whatever difficulties, pain or hurt in life that might come our way and be able to pass through them without falling hard on the ground.

Written by Heavy Red :: 9:30 AM :: 4 Thoughts:

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